This essay is part of a series commissioned by the Australia-Indonesia Centre, with leading writers and commentators from Indonesia and Australia each looking closely at their own society, cultures and political situations. When asked to contribute an essay to the series, Eliza thought of exploring the subject of Indonesian identity through personal and national trauma—specifically the May 1998 tragedy.
Tema mengupayakan keberanian untuk hidup sesuai pilihanmu, untuk merasa dirimu punya harga diri meskipun berbeda dengan mayoritas, dirimu layak dicintai biarpun orang-orang bilang dirimu rusak—apakah itu hanya masalah pribadi? Tidak, itu pun politis. Karena merasa memiliki harga diri memberdayakan kita. Kita jadi punya keberanian untuk mengangkat suara, untuk menceritakan kisah kita, untuk tidak lagi menerima diskriminasi atau penindasan.
My characters and I grew up under the New Order, which enforced uniformity. Just as they were graduating college and it was time for them to enter the real world, there were all these new freedoms. Now they could be different, they didn’t have to fear censorship or persecution anymore. But as the euphoria passed, they realized there was still a lot of challenges, and they still had to face their own fears and self-destructive habits. By drawing parallels between my character’s endeavors to realize themselves and Indonesia’s efforts towards democracy, I want to write a story about how to break free and be loved for who you are.
How was it possible that these people, after three decades of silence and obedience and fear, now found the courage to protest? These people were so used to submitting to fate. How had they decided that they could break the course of History? The protests impressed him profoundly as the first confirmation that one could indeed bring about change. He would never forget how, along with the sound of thousands of students marching, he had heard God lovingly whisper in his ear, ‘You too can change your life’s course.’
Yayasan Pustaka Obor Indonesia dengan bangga meluncurkan novel MULAI SAAT INI SEGALANYA AKAN BERUBAH karya Eliza Vitri Handayani.
Dari mana mereka, setelah tiga dekade bungkam dan patuh, kini mendapat nyali untuk protes? Orang-orang yang begitu biasa tunduk pada takdir, apa yang memberi mereka ilham untuk mengguncang sejarah? Rizky begitu terkesan karena itulah konfirmasi pertama yang diterimanya bahwa seseorang ternyata mampu mengarak perubahan. Ia takkan lupa saat ia mendengar bisikan Tuhan di sela derap langkah ribuan mahasiswa: ‘Kau pun dapat mengubah hidupmu.’